WHAT IS GOING ON TO YOU????!!!!!!

"day 14"
i really dono wat are YOU thinking about....
YOU did the same things to me again & again...
send message to YOU but no reply,
add YOUR facebook but dowan accept....
wat's strong to YOU??!!!
YOUR status is still remain unknown now.....
do YOU know how much i miss YOU?
do YOU know how much i worry bout YOU in japan now??
i still waiting for YOUR reply...
i'm extremely moody today.....
i dono wat to say...
wat i wan to say is:
i MISS YOU so much,
tat's it....
" I STILL BELIEVE "

I want you to be with me through out my life,
I can't tell you why. I don't have an answer............

I want you to be with me through out my life,
Something in my soul tells me to love you...............

I want you to be with me through out my life,
I will love you no matter, regardless of what the world tells me to believe in.....

I want you to be with me through out my life,
I will love you because I believe in you..................

I want you to be with me through out my life,
I will love you because I believe in us.....................

I want you to be with me through out my life,
I believe in true love...............................................!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU are in the japan now!!! behave!!!

"day 13"
is too bad can't get the time to chat wit YOU,
but at least YOU replied my message....
tis's the conversation from YOU in msn:
cloud " tan" says:
forget me~
plz~
u shul give up
i understand
sorry
I'm in Japan now
I will try my best to forget you
Thank you for giving me a beautiful memories
and blog~
^
tis's wat YOU replied to me???
tell YOU wat,
my tears flowing down but luckily not cry....
i must be tough...
wat i wan to know now is,
YOU go japan urself?
alone there?
i DAMn worry bout YOU now,
japan many bad guys...
YOU better don clubbing and drinks there....
"crystal" said u oled used to it,
YOU traveled to others country urself before....
i DAMN worry bout YOU,
i'll wait for YOUR reply again....
& wat YOU have replied me justnow,
i won't note in down....
i know YOU forcing urself to forget bout me,
but y??
y YOU force urself??
anywhere i vry sure that we'll still meet up again....
as i said before distance is not the problem,
the problem now is time....
we still got a lot of time now.....
i know we'll meet up 1 day,
mayb before the deadline 28th june 2010....
i'm looking forward to it....
u call me to forget bout u,
u cal me to give up.....
still the same word from me,
"unless YOU found a new bf"
or else i won't give up...
seriously...
i'll wait for YOU,
& pls reply my every single message...
i'm waiting for YOU,
tell me YOUR status in japan there....
i vry worry rite now....

i just wan to know YOUR answer...

"day 12"
wat i know bout YOU now is....
YOU are trying to forget bout me....
trying to stay away from me....
ok...
fine!!!
i just wan to tell YOU:
"I LOVE YOU"
"i aint leave YOU like this"
"I GONNA BE WITH YOU"
but now the problem is YOUR status is still unknown!!!!
ok yes...
i understand,
we have promised to each other that wont chat for 1year...
okok....
rite...
i broke the promised...
this's bcoz i MISS YOU,
i still believe tat we still got chance to meet up again!!!
i was so struggle trying to think positive,
but....
some1 dowan coorperate wit me...
so SAD!!!!
how come??
i leave a message in YOUR msn,live messenger & facebook....
but i cant get the reply=.=
i still waiting for ur reply...
i guess YOU have received my message justnow...
hopefully tat YOU'll reply me soon...
sometimes things can be settle vry fast,
unnecessary nid 1 year time to settle it down....
if we keep delay until the deadline,
but then we still cant forget each others...
mayb the ending will be vry miserable,
will be vry sad....
so pls give me the answer.....
anywhere i still believe we got chance to meet up....
i really struggle to redeem our relationship,
but it's ok for me^^
coz YOU sacrifice more than me!!!
i still believe...
i know we'll meet up again at the end,
but mayb we nid times...
times is the problem now,
not distance!!!
tat's all....
i wait for YOUR reply....

Neagative mind...=.=

"day 11"
i got a bad feeling & negative which's YOU really trying to forget me=.=
damn....
damn it....
y?
nono...
cannot blame YOU,
is me the 1 who call YOU to forget bout me=.=
haih...
dono how to express out my feeling now......
GOD...
tell me wat shud i do!!!!
wat shud i do now is follow & accept wat have been arranged by GOD,
i'l respect it....
T.T
i know YOU started to forget me,
i started to disappear in ur life....
mayb it'll be good to YOU^^
i rather be sacrifice myself,
as long as it can cheer up YOUR life in canada there....
may FORCE be with YOU^^

YOU all are trying to stay away from me???

"day 10"
y??
y???
y YOU all did tis to me???
i leave a few messages in YOUR fren msn chat box while she's off9,
but she nvr reply....
don u tell me she nvr on9 recently???
&
y YOU nvr on9 recently?
trying to stay away from me???
trying to forget bout me???
ok,fine....
hopefully wat i imagine is false=.=
or YOU are trying to focus on ur studies???
if yes...
then tis's great!!!!
anyway i miss YOU so much,
pls show ur appearance!!!!
arrgghh......
i going to mad soon...!!!!

i must do something....

"day 9"
i think i must do something to avoid our relationship just end it up like this.....
i found that YOU got play messenger,
hahaha...
i just add YOU to my list,
& i found out that YOUR profile picture is me!!!!
so i just update my profile,
my profile pic is YOU!!!!!
oh yea...
we promised that wont chat for 1year,
but i don't think i can do it....
this's serious shit men.....
i don think i can do it....
i just left a message in ur mail box,
i waiting for YOUR reply soon....
the reply is kinda important,
it's almost like our "future",
hahaha.....
anyway i must do something to redeem back our relationship!!!!

i started to think negative again!!!!!

"day 8"
i started to think negative again...T.T
tis 1 year time is really a longest and suffer year for me...
no chat no meet...
haih....
SAD!!!!!
anywhere i wont change my mind ok?!
i can very sure that i'll still love YOU & remember YOU after 1 year,
coz YOU are the 1 who touched me so deep!!!
but...
but i just dono how bout YOU.....
YOU'll still remember me??
YOU'll still love me???
although YOU got a secret love to me 1year b4....
but i dont think YOU'll do the same thing again.....
i can feel that YOUR mind started to change....
i know that me started to disappear in YOUR heart....
haih....
anywhere we shud believe in fate/GOD....
coz GOD is the 1 who arrange all these stuff for us=.=
but i still got bit believe we'll meet up again,
but the percentage really getting lower & lower....
below is the SAD poem:
Nothing ever lasts forever so why promise it?
No one can predict the future, it's hidden
Today is history and tomorrow's a mystery
And in a second, it ALL can become long lost...
but anywhere we nid to be more optimistic^^
i still believe!!!
how bout YOU,CLOUD???!!!!