Monday, August 3, 2009

HEART's Rain...

my msn & facebook are always on,
i'm still waiting...
for ur reply
....
but there's no any reply from u
T.T
my heart can't stand for the pain anymore,
there's a rainstorm found in my heart....
my tears falling down now,
u nvr treat me like tis before...
but y
??
T.T
"Can a heart that's been thoroughly wounded continue to love me?"
i'm not blaming u,
just wan to express out my feeling...
since the day u nvr reply my message,
i so damn down,
so damn moody,
so damn sad...
T.T
i know it's my fault,
i shud not spit out those wounded words....
really sorry
>.<
but....
"i just want you to by my side"
there's nothing can relief my words,my feeling...
but my tears...
T.T
i know u have something to say,
but u keep remained speechless....
y??
but...
anywhere there's nothing can defeat me,
i'll still wait for u...
i swear
!!!!
"i just wan to be with you"
!!!

Sunday, August 2, 2009

i M.I.S.S you...>.<

i
M
I
S
S
y
o
u
.
.
>.<
I M.I.S.S you
!!!!!
arghhh....
i'm going to mad soon
>.<
when can u get back to chat wit me
???
but i know u nid times,
so i'll still waiting for you.....
no matter what...
i M.I.S.S you like crazy
>.<

Saturday, August 1, 2009

WAITING for "YOU"...

so SORRY...
i felt so guilty for the wound words tat i posted yesterday...
i have a drink justnow,
it's been a long long time i nvr drink...
i drank a glass of "margarita" justnow,
my whole face turned to red but don worry i nvr drunk...
anywhere...
i just waiting for ur reply,
i think it wont be going worse again...
i guess everything will be fine,
seriously...
it wont make u sad again,
it wont make u feel down again...
everything will go smooth...
so i'll wait for u,
see YOU
!!!

Friday, July 31, 2009

" MISUNDERSTOOD "

it's an
" misunderstood "
between
" ME & YOU "
...
u know wat i wan from u,
u are the 1 who wan to leave at 1st....
u still remember???
but now u say
i'm the 1 who wan to dumb u???
how come
???
i think u know that
i really really
" LOVE "
you....
without u,
my life stucking,
my life so sucksss.....
my life like lose something....
but...
i tot u the 1 who said
"both of us are different world"
???
rite
???
and i told u 1 last thing last week....
if we got chance,
we sure will meet up again....
but u reply with
" NO "
!!!!
so wat's it mean???
i DAMN blur now......
i need an explanation....
anywhere...
i nid a
"CHAT"
with you....
seriously,
i'll wait for ur appear....
i really wish that things wont go worse...
anywhere i'm FINE now,
&
1 more thing...
i never smoke....
yup...
i never smoke
!!!
don worry
^^
stop crying
!!!!
i'll wait for u....
see you
^^

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

FEELing Miserable.......

u said u nid my
"CARE"
but bcoz of distance...
i can't provide a good care to u....
i ask u to wait for me,
and actually u ask me to wait for u b4 too.....
but now u oled remorse,
u can't wait for me anymore.....
i ask 1 last chance from u,
but u ignore...
so...
it seems like

"We're only reluctantly being together
"
i dowan hurt u anymore....
I’m just scared that I can't withhold my tears

i really wish that i still got chance to
"BE WITH YOU"
but i know it's gonna
"TOUGH"
.....

Monday, July 27, 2009

speechless....

wat to say
???
dono...
got nothing to say...
"tears & mood"
can express out my feeling now...
i'm started to hate
"L.O.V.E"
!!!!!!
plss....
no love again ok?!
=.=
i played 1 quiz yesterday bout my career result,
and my love result oly 40%...
so it means tat i got no fate in love
=.="
i dowan find another lover,
hate
"L.O.V.E"
!!!!

Sunday, July 26, 2009

" L.O.V.E "

" L.O.V.E "
i dono how to describe bout
"love"
anyway i try to use these few phrase to describe it,
to emphasize it....
"love" is horror,
"love" is brutal,
"love" is blind,
"love" is irksome,
"love" is an ironic,
"love" is a curse,
"love" is fear,
"love" is a delusion,
"love" is fatal,
"love" is very frenzy,
"love" is so irritable,
"love" is just like a rivalry,
"love" is just like a war,
"love" make people go insane,
"love" make people remorse,
"love" make people became wrath,
"love" make people felt depressed & despair.....
anywhere...
it's hard for me to
" BELIEVE in LOVE"
anymore...
>.<
wont find another lover....
"LOVE"
is so suckSSS
!!!!