Just the day 2 after "King Of Pop"-Michael Jackson passed away,
Just 1 day away from my "DEAR" birthday-29th June....
then it turns to my baddest day ever.....T.T
the story begins with:......
erm.....
SHE's canadian,
SHE studied in Malaysia for more than 9years before....
erm......
SHE fall in love to me...
& our love started....
SHE touched me a lot,a lot...
the "a lot" here is uncountable....
SHE promised me tat SHE'll be back on tis year November,
& of coz i'll wait for her...
SHE's trying to give me a surprise by back to malaysia before her birthday,
coz she hope that can celebrate HER birthday with me....
HER fren "Crystal" told me,
erm.....
i'm so touched by her action...
& then bad things happens,
SHE argued with her parents,
coz she wants to back here before her birthday so badly....
& her parents opposed....
SHE damn sad,
& SHE cried like hell....
HER frend told me tat HER eyes damn Red,
coz she cried for streak few days....
after i heard tis,
my tears.....
falling down.......
it's so damn touched.....
tis's last monday messages tat i get.....
Yesterday,28th June....
Yesterday.....
can be consider as a "BADDEST" day ever in my life....
8:30pm,28th June...
Me & "DEAR".....
nope....
i shouldn't call "HER" DEAR anymore,coz SHE'll be vry sad....
me & HER started to chat,
we chat a lot....
SHE told me that she cant forget me....
SHE keep blaming herself for cant bek to malaysia....
erm....
at first....
i got confident tat we'll meet up again...
i still believe....
but now...
it seems like....
it's over.....
it's done....
coz SHE choose an option tat we stop chatting for a year,
tat means we'll be chat again 28th June 2010....
men,it's so DAMN long....
i sure i'll MISS HER so much!!!!!
since tis's HER option,
of coz i'll respect & accept it....
erm.....
SHE cant concentrate in HER studies @ canada there,
is bcoz of me,
coz SHE keep thinking and worry bout me.....
erm.....
i guess tis's a good way to overcome our problem....
anywhere i rather sacrifice myself to let her concentrate HER studies over there...
1 year....
1 year.............
it's so DAMN long....
many things can be happens in 1 year time....
28th June 2010,
i oled sem 7 in my diploma interactive design course...
wat else....????
i oled 20years old(if count in my birthday date).....
i started to think negative...
erm....
mayb SHE have found a new bf....
mayb SHE forgot who am i.............
i guess bad things will be happens more than good things.....
but i think i'll still remember her....
i wont find a gf,
unless i found out tat SHE got a good bf....
anywhere SHE's still deserve the 1st class in my heart....
i force myself not to open her msn chat box,
but i can't.....
i just open it justnow morning....
coz i leave a message by wishing her HAPPY BIRTHDAY....
i cried for an hour last nite,
i can't sleep well the whole nite long...
i cried,
my tears falling down,
when i staring at HER photos....
i got an "movie poster" project in my hands now,
at 1st,
i wan to do a action type of movie poster,
& it's oled done....
but i gonna change now.....
i wanna do a LOVE Movie Poster,
the movie poster will involve me & HER images.....
i still thinking wat title will i put,
and it mostly related to 28th June 2010....
I MISS U......
May GOD BLESS YOU there.....
Just 1 day away from my "DEAR" birthday-29th June....
then it turns to my baddest day ever.....T.T
the story begins with:......
erm.....
SHE's canadian,
SHE studied in Malaysia for more than 9years before....
erm......
SHE fall in love to me...
& our love started....
SHE touched me a lot,a lot...
the "a lot" here is uncountable....
SHE promised me tat SHE'll be back on tis year November,
& of coz i'll wait for her...
SHE's trying to give me a surprise by back to malaysia before her birthday,
coz she hope that can celebrate HER birthday with me....
HER fren "Crystal" told me,
erm.....
i'm so touched by her action...
& then bad things happens,
SHE argued with her parents,
coz she wants to back here before her birthday so badly....
& her parents opposed....
SHE damn sad,
& SHE cried like hell....
HER frend told me tat HER eyes damn Red,
coz she cried for streak few days....
after i heard tis,
my tears.....
falling down.......
it's so damn touched.....
tis's last monday messages tat i get.....
Yesterday,28th June....
Yesterday.....
can be consider as a "BADDEST" day ever in my life....
8:30pm,28th June...
Me & "DEAR".....
nope....
i shouldn't call "HER" DEAR anymore,coz SHE'll be vry sad....
me & HER started to chat,
we chat a lot....
SHE told me that she cant forget me....
SHE keep blaming herself for cant bek to malaysia....
erm....
at first....
i got confident tat we'll meet up again...
i still believe....
but now...
it seems like....
it's over.....
it's done....
coz SHE choose an option tat we stop chatting for a year,
tat means we'll be chat again 28th June 2010....
men,it's so DAMN long....
i sure i'll MISS HER so much!!!!!
since tis's HER option,
of coz i'll respect & accept it....
erm.....
SHE cant concentrate in HER studies @ canada there,
is bcoz of me,
coz SHE keep thinking and worry bout me.....
erm.....
i guess tis's a good way to overcome our problem....
anywhere i rather sacrifice myself to let her concentrate HER studies over there...
1 year....
1 year.............
it's so DAMN long....
many things can be happens in 1 year time....
28th June 2010,
i oled sem 7 in my diploma interactive design course...
wat else....????
i oled 20years old(if count in my birthday date).....
i started to think negative...
erm....
mayb SHE have found a new bf....
mayb SHE forgot who am i.............
i guess bad things will be happens more than good things.....
but i think i'll still remember her....
i wont find a gf,
unless i found out tat SHE got a good bf....
anywhere SHE's still deserve the 1st class in my heart....
i force myself not to open her msn chat box,
but i can't.....
i just open it justnow morning....
coz i leave a message by wishing her HAPPY BIRTHDAY....
i cried for an hour last nite,
i can't sleep well the whole nite long...
i cried,
my tears falling down,
when i staring at HER photos....
i got an "movie poster" project in my hands now,
at 1st,
i wan to do a action type of movie poster,
& it's oled done....
but i gonna change now.....
i wanna do a LOVE Movie Poster,
the movie poster will involve me & HER images.....
i still thinking wat title will i put,
and it mostly related to 28th June 2010....
I MISS U......
May GOD BLESS YOU there.....
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