"day 17"
opss.....
y i stil record down how many days???
hahaha....
i think i really crazy oled....
hey john....
u dono the relationship between u & CLOUD is oled over??
come on john!!!!
ahahaha...
yea....
we oled over rite...
hahaha...
shit!!!!
=.=
erm....
anyway tis few days i dont have a good nite sleep,
tis's serious shit men...
coz u keep appear in my mind,
haha....
i cry like shit men,
hahaha....
OMG...
WTF?!
i oled crazy,
stil got mood to laugh now...
=.=
the reason i laugh is bcoz...
when i reflash bek the story between u & me is kinda funny,
is kinda ridiculous....
i dono whether u still remember or not,
when we start our relationship...
i got ask u 1 question:
"will u regret"?
and then u ask y...
&
i answer by:
"coz both of us is in different country now"(after u bek to canada)"
and then u answer me vry fast:
"wont"
"i wont regret"
"unless u got a gf oled"
wow...
u answer like vry relax,
damn fast to give me an answer....
like 1 answer can mark for the future...
ok...
i trust u....
and really....
after u bek canada,
u nvr find a bf although many guys is trying to court u....
but then recently...
u just told me that,
we can't together bcoz of "time"....
it's like...
it's like.......
u try to court me,
& then u try to dump me....
damn men....
this feeling is damn hurt,
seriously men....
last time,
u try to court me so hard....
u praise me like hell,
keep praising me until i gonna becomes an angel oled....
but then suddenly say BREAK!!!
then i just like suddenly drop from "the heaven to the hell"......
u said u "LOVE my smile",
u said i'm so "DAMN CUTE",
u said i just like a "SUN",
i'm so touched of it....
coz got such a beautiful,sweet & cute girl admire me so much....
coz u are the type of girl tat i wan it,
the type of girl tat i wan is CUTE,SWEET & BEAUTIFUL....
& it's so luckily i found it!!!
i found it!!!
but so wat?!!!???!!!
it's oled over!!!!
somemore.....
u call me must wait for u......
of coz i'll wait for u.....
coz tat time i oled concentrate on u,
&
i started got a strong feeling on u....
i know u damn worry bout me,
damn scare i got a gf in m'sia here....
but i'm not...
i'm still single from last time till now,
my mind just got "YOU"!!!
anyway don misunderstood,
i'm not blaming u.....
i'm trying to express out my feeling.....
and then....
finally we broke....
but luckily it's not too deep yet,
if not....
sure sad like hell coz now i oled damn down & sad....
but anyway i'll try to think positive by thinking tat...
"I'M NOT WORTH"
not u the 1 who not worth,
but it's me^^
anyway.....
it's like....
wat u wan i cant get for u,
u wan chanel handbag??
u wan chanel accessories??
coz i know ur favourtive brand is "CHANEL"
but it's too bad i cant get it for u,
coz i'm still a student...
& i cant efford to it,
coz it's too expensive....
but...
i know u are good,
u damn love me...
u wont let me spend so much money to buy those things to u,
&
u sure u'll buy it urself...
but can't!!!!
i'll feel vry guilty,
coz i'm ur bf,
i shud sacrifice but not u....
wat else?!
anyway it's like...
i'm poor,u rich...
i'm devil,u angel....
i live in hell,u live in heaven.....
it does not match!!!
hahaha....
but i just wan to tell u rite here....
yes...
i know u are rich....
u can get "EVERYTHING" u wan it.....
but i know u lack of "CARE"
i knew it.....
u are lacking of "CARE"
tis's the only thing tat i can do it to u,
i can "TAKE CARE" of u all the time.....
but i still fail to do it,
coz i'm not beside u everytime.....
so ur final decision is still rite......
u lack of care,
and u nid some1 to take care of u,
i can do it,
but too bad i'm not beside u everytime,
and so u choose to give up & stop our relationship....
i just wanna tell u,
"CLOUD陈凯琦"
u did a DAMN GOOD job!!!!
hahaha...
so it's time to leave....
izzit like tis u'll more comfortable to forget bout me???
hahha....
i'm trying to help u....
anyway i was trying so hard to think positive rite now,
anyway...
i know....
you've gone far,far away from me....
and i'll slowly slowly leave now....
i dono whether wanna be a fren wit u or not.....
if i be fren wit u,
i'll keep thinking bout the past....
but if i dowan be a normal fren wit u,
i'll feel like vry wasted,
my soul call me must keep "REDEEM" tis relationship!!!!!
YES!!!!!
i'll try to "REDEEM" it once again....
but i DAMN sure we'll meet up again,
i just wonder if 1 day we accidently meet up...
wat's my reaction?
&
how bout urs too?
hahaha...
strangers?
actually if u really wan to forget bout me,
u better treat me as a stranger...
although my heart will damn hurt,
but just ignore me^^
i'll sacrifice myself^^
anyway go & find a good bf,
don waste it....
many good guy better than me,
and they're more suit u!!!!
they better than me much much more!!!!
hahaha....
i'll try to forget bout the "past"
&
concentrate bout the "present"
but....
but.......
it doesn't mean that i oled forget bout u!!!
no way!!!
"CLOUD"
"YOU STILL DESERVE THE 1ST IN MY HEART"
i won't find other girls so fast yet,
i'll try to "REDEEM" it again & again...
hahaha....
anytime u nvr reply my message,
the feeling is damn hurt.....
but...
if u reply me...
i'll feel like it's useless anymore....
useless...
coz we unlike last time.....
last time we are so close.......
keep calling dear...dear...dear....
but now it's over.....
i really hope the good things will happen,
i keep imagine bout the good things between me & u in the future.....
it's damn nice,
but trust me...
"imagination won't be true"
anywhere no girl in my mind now...
except....
except YOU"CLOUD"...
yup...
except YOU....
^^
opss.....
y i stil record down how many days???
hahaha....
i think i really crazy oled....
hey john....
u dono the relationship between u & CLOUD is oled over??
come on john!!!!
ahahaha...
yea....
we oled over rite...
hahaha...
shit!!!!
=.=
erm....
anyway tis few days i dont have a good nite sleep,
tis's serious shit men...
coz u keep appear in my mind,
haha....
i cry like shit men,
hahaha....
OMG...
WTF?!
i oled crazy,
stil got mood to laugh now...
=.=
the reason i laugh is bcoz...
when i reflash bek the story between u & me is kinda funny,
is kinda ridiculous....
i dono whether u still remember or not,
when we start our relationship...
i got ask u 1 question:
"will u regret"?
and then u ask y...
&
i answer by:
"coz both of us is in different country now"(after u bek to canada)"
and then u answer me vry fast:
"wont"
"i wont regret"
"unless u got a gf oled"
wow...
u answer like vry relax,
damn fast to give me an answer....
like 1 answer can mark for the future...
ok...
i trust u....
and really....
after u bek canada,
u nvr find a bf although many guys is trying to court u....
but then recently...
u just told me that,
we can't together bcoz of "time"....
it's like...
it's like.......
u try to court me,
& then u try to dump me....
damn men....
this feeling is damn hurt,
seriously men....
last time,
u try to court me so hard....
u praise me like hell,
keep praising me until i gonna becomes an angel oled....
but then suddenly say BREAK!!!
then i just like suddenly drop from "the heaven to the hell"......
u said u "LOVE my smile",
u said i'm so "DAMN CUTE",
u said i just like a "SUN",
i'm so touched of it....
coz got such a beautiful,sweet & cute girl admire me so much....
coz u are the type of girl tat i wan it,
the type of girl tat i wan is CUTE,SWEET & BEAUTIFUL....
& it's so luckily i found it!!!
i found it!!!
but so wat?!!!???!!!
it's oled over!!!!
somemore.....
u call me must wait for u......
of coz i'll wait for u.....
coz tat time i oled concentrate on u,
&
i started got a strong feeling on u....
i know u damn worry bout me,
damn scare i got a gf in m'sia here....
but i'm not...
i'm still single from last time till now,
my mind just got "YOU"!!!
anyway don misunderstood,
i'm not blaming u.....
i'm trying to express out my feeling.....
and then....
finally we broke....
but luckily it's not too deep yet,
if not....
sure sad like hell coz now i oled damn down & sad....
but anyway i'll try to think positive by thinking tat...
"I'M NOT WORTH"
not u the 1 who not worth,
but it's me^^
anyway.....
it's like....
wat u wan i cant get for u,
u wan chanel handbag??
u wan chanel accessories??
coz i know ur favourtive brand is "CHANEL"
but it's too bad i cant get it for u,
coz i'm still a student...
& i cant efford to it,
coz it's too expensive....
but...
i know u are good,
u damn love me...
u wont let me spend so much money to buy those things to u,
&
u sure u'll buy it urself...
but can't!!!!
i'll feel vry guilty,
coz i'm ur bf,
i shud sacrifice but not u....
wat else?!
anyway it's like...
i'm poor,u rich...
i'm devil,u angel....
i live in hell,u live in heaven.....
it does not match!!!
hahaha....
but i just wan to tell u rite here....
yes...
i know u are rich....
u can get "EVERYTHING" u wan it.....
but i know u lack of "CARE"
i knew it.....
u are lacking of "CARE"
tis's the only thing tat i can do it to u,
i can "TAKE CARE" of u all the time.....
but i still fail to do it,
coz i'm not beside u everytime.....
so ur final decision is still rite......
u lack of care,
and u nid some1 to take care of u,
i can do it,
but too bad i'm not beside u everytime,
and so u choose to give up & stop our relationship....
i just wanna tell u,
"CLOUD陈凯琦"
u did a DAMN GOOD job!!!!
hahaha...
so it's time to leave....
izzit like tis u'll more comfortable to forget bout me???
hahha....
i'm trying to help u....
anyway i was trying so hard to think positive rite now,
anyway...
i know....
you've gone far,far away from me....
and i'll slowly slowly leave now....
i dono whether wanna be a fren wit u or not.....
if i be fren wit u,
i'll keep thinking bout the past....
but if i dowan be a normal fren wit u,
i'll feel like vry wasted,
my soul call me must keep "REDEEM" tis relationship!!!!!
YES!!!!!
i'll try to "REDEEM" it once again....
but i DAMN sure we'll meet up again,
i just wonder if 1 day we accidently meet up...
wat's my reaction?
&
how bout urs too?
hahaha...
strangers?
actually if u really wan to forget bout me,
u better treat me as a stranger...
although my heart will damn hurt,
but just ignore me^^
i'll sacrifice myself^^
anyway go & find a good bf,
don waste it....
many good guy better than me,
and they're more suit u!!!!
they better than me much much more!!!!
hahaha....
i'll try to forget bout the "past"
&
concentrate bout the "present"
but....
but.......
it doesn't mean that i oled forget bout u!!!
no way!!!
"CLOUD"
"YOU STILL DESERVE THE 1ST IN MY HEART"
i won't find other girls so fast yet,
i'll try to "REDEEM" it again & again...
hahaha....
anytime u nvr reply my message,
the feeling is damn hurt.....
but...
if u reply me...
i'll feel like it's useless anymore....
useless...
coz we unlike last time.....
last time we are so close.......
keep calling dear...dear...dear....
but now it's over.....
i really hope the good things will happen,
i keep imagine bout the good things between me & u in the future.....
it's damn nice,
but trust me...
"imagination won't be true"
anywhere no girl in my mind now...
except....
except YOU"CLOUD"...
yup...
except YOU....
^^
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