The Realization

y wat u tot me yesterday keep appear in my mind???

y

???

"friend"

&

"we are both from different world"

Y

???

can give me the answer

???

i cannot cheat myself here again,

i must tell the truth...

i must express out my feeling now,

but don worry...

don worry...

i nvr cry

^^

i told myself b4,

try not to cry......

coz cry cant solve the problem...

last time is u the 1 who trying to court me,

but then now is contray...

change to me go and court u,

hahaha....

i just felt like u started to lose feeling on me oled,

i donolah...

i just simply guess....

but now...

i'm truly understand wat u mean,

i knew wat u wan now....

i knew tat u are a "good lover"

u are a "great girlfren"

u wont request much from ur bf...

wat u wan is only

"CARE"

yea...

is only

"CARE"

it's so easy...

i can provide a 100% "CARE" to u,

but too bad...

as u said b4,

we are both from "different world"...

so i can't provide a 24hours care to u....

tis's wat i have "realized & understood" why u said both of us better become a "friend"

finally i understood...

i won't "blame" u again...

i swear

^^

i swear....

i won't hurt u anymore.....

but still the same word from me,

if i got a chance..

i'l restart our relationship,

start from frens until a

"Great Couple"

^^

but too bad....

mayb u cant wait for a new relationship oled,

i dono....

i know u hope u can be with me forever too,

but distance really hurting us...

^^

anywhere try to think positive

&

mayb u shud slowly slowly quit...

i knew tat everytime u saw my picture,

ur tears will start to drop down...

don't do tis again,

my heart will pain

^^

so i swear i wont blame u again,

last time it's too many "misunderstood" between us....

but hey!!!

at least we still a fren rite???

hahaha

but can i request more from u???

"can we become a best friend"

??

hahaha...

but i pretty sure tat u know wat i wan from u,

but i know u can't accept...

is ok...

i understand

^^

mayb i shud disappear in ur mind,

so then u'll easily forget me and find a new LOVE....

hahaha...

now i realised,

"distance really hurt"

>.<

anywhere if u bek m'sia,

i hope we can have a great chat everyday,

mayb we can do some exercise together...

jogging,

flying kite...

i'm sorry

>.<

i can't stand for it anymore....

tis time my tears drop down ,

i was trying so hard to avoid my tears from dropping down...

but i only can stand for few days

=.=

wat a "poor guy"

=.=

"useless guy"

anywhere...

mayb tis time u bek m'sia is the "last time" u bek,

or

mayb it's ur last time to meet with me....

i dono,

honestly....

i just dowan it end up like this...

seriously men...

but distance really hurt...

anywhere...

sorry...

coz i can't provide a "CARE" to u,

sorry

>.<

actually got 1 thing keep stunting me in my mind now,

that's is...

if tis time u bek m'sia,

i really dono wan to meet wit u or not...

" IF MEET WIT YOU"

1) mayb our relationship will get deepper...(good)

2) but mayb it'll hurting u coz after u bek to canada,u sure wil vry reluctant to leave me...(bad)

3) when u bek canada tat time,u'll feel vry lonely coz i cant accompany u...(bad)

"IF DON'T WANT MEET WITH YOU"

1) mayb u'll feel very SAD,coz can't see me one last chance...(bad)

2) mayb u'll vry down when u bek to m'sia, but after u bek to canada u'll feel happy coz i started to disappear in ur heart...(good)

3) it's a bad decision, coz i nvr give u a good memory when u bek m'sia...(bad)

so how???

i really dono...

anywhere just let u choose,

i'll conform ur chosen,

i'll do watever u like

^^

but i vry worry bout u now...

u reach canada oled??

is oled 1 day...

u told me after 1 day and u'll be reached canada,

so pls send a message to me if u reach canada....

^^