new LIFE, new SOUL, new SPIRIT...but YOU still my "target"

yes!!!!
finally i can think positive rite now!!!!
hohoho....
anywhere got to thx all my frens who cheer me up!!!!
thx so much^^
i was struggling to think everything positive this few days,
and finally i success^^
but there's something i gonna explain here,
to "YOU"
" CLOUD "
yes....
finally i realize wat u mean,
and my mind now is everything positive^^
i started my new LIFE now....
but...
but........
it doesn't mean that i oled forget YOU,
there's no way to let me forget YOU^^
anywhere my "new life" just begins...
&
my "new target" is still....
YOU!!!!
yea...
is YOU!!!!
hahaha....
is YOU "CLOUD".....
no "doubt",
is still YOU^^
anywhere i stop to becomes a "crying baby" tis few days....
i think it vry carefully,
although u dowan me....
but i still gonna live my life.....
coz i know i still got chance,
since YOU still love me!!!
hahaha...
pls lah....
no cheat lah "CLOUD",
i know YOU still love me,
YOU miss me so much.......
YOU decided to leave me,
not bcoz YOU hate me....
not bcoz YOU no feeling in me anymore...
and of coz not bcoz YOU got a bf/new target....
all is bcoz YOU dowan me so suffer,
coz got to wait for YOU for few years until YOU done ur course in Canada....
at 1st,
i really misunderstood...
i tot YOU oled dowan me,
but actually is not.....
hahaha....
anywhere stop advice me to "FORGET YOU"
pls....
no reason for me to do tis^^
unless....
unless YOU found a bf,
tat's it....
YOU faster go & find a bf now lah,
haha....
then i'll really disappear in ur heart,
i'll totally forget YOU!!!!
hahaha.....
so...
i won't FORGET you!!!
&
i'll redeem it!!!
i know still got chance^^
anyway...
i vry happy coz tis time YOU go japan to relax,
and YOU nvr go clubbing huh?!
hahah....
it's great!!!
u really listen to me yea!!!!
if YOU don love me anymore,
y u dowan go clubbing?!
hahaha.....
luckily YOU still listen to me....
anywhere....
i got a new wish here,
i hope that after i done my diploma course & found a job....
and then.....
fly to Canada meet YOU^^
mayb after 2/3years(minimum)....
but must wait till i got a job 1st....
IF u still single lah,
IF u are in the relationship oled...
i wont go & disturb^^
i wish my dreams will comes true!!!!
seriously...
GOD...
PLS HELP ME!!!
last time my wish is to go USA & meet my idol"ALLEN IVERSON"-NBA player,
to get HIS signature....
but now...
i changed my mind^^
anywhere....
i hope YOU can be like me,
try to think everything positive^^
i know YOU can do it..
come on "CLOUD"!!!
YOU CAN DO IT!!!
but if YOU think tat "forget me" is the oly way for YOU to stay rite & think positive....
then YOU just forget me loh^^
is ok^^
i rather to sacrifice myself to let YOU happy everyday^^

" THINK POSITIVE "
!!!!!
" PEACE "
^^