愛しています=(

it's been a long time i nvr log in to write my blog,
i thought ....
i thought all have settled down,
but it's not...
T.T
i'm so moody,
damn sad...
yup!!!
finally u accept me as ur fren in facebook,
finally u dare to face me...
but so wat?!
u said u dowan waste my time,
and i'm insist i don think tat i'm wasting my time on u....
u not believe
>.<
and u said u better off to treat me as a "best fren"
wtf?!
it's hard to let me accept tis role,
serious shit....
i'm pissed off bout tis case
!!!!
at last i still got to follow ur request,
dowan u to get suffer from tat...
so SAD...
u know tat i really LOVE u....
T.T
i really MISS tat moment ,
although 1 in m'sia and another 1 in canada....
but!!!
we got a "SWEET" moment too...
my mind keep on reminiscence those moment,
and my tears's dropping down to my cheek....
=(
sad...damn sad...
i dream bout u recently,
i swear!!!
i dream bout u twice...
u have changed a lot,seriously...
ur attitude to me is getting "numb"....
mayb after u saw my look getting more ugly???
or
u have lost feeling on me???
i dono...
"GOD"
please....
give me the answer-WHY???!!!!
it's DAMN hard to calm down my sadness,
it seems like "the LOVE" between u & me has gone.....
serious shit!!!!
FUCK
!!!
it seems like we can't go back to the "SWEET moment",
i miss tat a lot...
but
!!!!
the "passion of my love" to u had not changed,
i SWEAR!!!!
i'm not reluctant to leave,
can we fix this broken relationship???
for me is can,
but how bout u???
i still believe...
hopefully it wont end up like tis
=(
i dowan !!!!
GOD:
please help me!!!
tell me wat to do......
anywhere u told me tat u stop to read my blog,
it's like meaningless for me to continue this blog....
=(
but i know it's vry tough for u to read my blog,
coz after u read my blog sure vry sad....
so u better don read it...
at last,
i hope everything will be ok...
i wan a "happy ending"
GOD:
please help me!!!!